Lizzy Rae

Dear (Soon to Be) New York:

I’m sorry I have been avoiding the topic of your trip to NY. Or that when you bring it up I just start getting overly excited for the opportunity that you have to work there for a month and a half. Now, that may come across like I don’t care and that I can readily move along with my day to day while you are gone. It may seem like I won’t miss you every second of every day. Like for example, that I won’t miss you every time I watch Crime Dramas, make dinner, have sushi.  Or every time I give Buddy ice and secretly want to make him jump for it even though mom says we can’t. Or when I can’t help but think in analogies when trying to explain things, because that’s how you do it (PS it drives me crazy). I guess it probably seems like I won’t miss you during those times when I am reminded of what you would be doing.

Now I know you are not dying, that you are coming back in a month and a half, and that you are going to be having so much fun while you are there, hence the excitement that I express every time we talk about your trip. But I want to take a minute to set the record straight okay?

That month and a half, while you may think I can handle it, feels like years and it hasn’t even started.

I will miss you like crazy. Every second of every day. I hope I can come visit you.

xoxo

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